Defiled (A 2012 Poem)

I never experienced love,

I never found my dove,

I never knew the true meaning of caring,

I never saw them sacrificing,

All I felt for them was malignity.


They have me adopted at the very young age of 8,

Oh! How cruel was my fate.

I thought he’d be a good one

But he is worse than the real one.

I wish I could go, but what would I do?


After couples of year in his house, it felt like hell,

For he was brute and evil.

He never set me free ,

Or just even see those trees.

I never had friends, someone to rely on.


He caged me on that house,

As if I was his little spouse.

He kissed me on my lips,

And I slapped him in his face.

I don’t know what I have done, so he also threw one.


Night after that morning,

He felt the wanting.

Naked, he laid on his bed,

And by him I was stripped.

I said no, but he continued and go.


After what happened that evening,

I sat on the corner crying.

I was praying and hoping

But I realized nothing would happen,

So I got the knife and started dying.